Celebrating a Milestone in my Life—Soul on Fire Release

My first published book 𝘚𝘰𝘶𝘭 𝘰𝘯 𝘍𝘪𝘳𝘦: 𝘋𝘪𝘷𝘪𝘯𝘦 𝘙𝘦𝘮𝘪𝘯𝘥𝘦𝘳𝘴 𝘰𝘯 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘗𝘢𝘵𝘩 𝘰𝘧 𝘈𝘸𝘢𝘬𝘦𝘯𝘪𝘯𝘨 is now available to be ordered on my website. This book is a sacred jewel of inspiration for any woman looking to deepen into her humanity—and her divinity.

Over the last 5 years, I’ve been creating and birthing this special gift for my sisters around the world (it's also for men, as the soul is beyond gender ^.^). This project reflects my sacred work with women, that has been deeply touched by the essence of my global travels and journey to over 60+ countries.

𝘚𝘰𝘶𝘭 𝘰𝘯 𝘍𝘪𝘳𝘦 contains transmissions and evolutionary adventures from my own journey, plus self-portraits captured during my travels around the world. My vision is by reading this book, you’ll receive an activation into your deepest truth and soul’s knowing.

Whether you receive the words and images in this book as a meditation, or simply as sparkling soul musings, Soul On Fire will awaken, ignite and strengthen your remembrance and connection with the Divine in your own life.

𝘛𝘩𝘪𝘴 𝘪𝘴 𝘢 𝘵𝘳𝘢𝘯𝘴𝘭𝘶𝘤𝘦𝘯𝘵 𝘵𝘳𝘢𝘯𝘴𝘮𝘪𝘴𝘴𝘪𝘰𝘯, 𝘢𝘯 𝘢𝘸𝘢𝘬𝘦𝘯𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘤𝘢𝘵𝘢𝘭𝘺𝘴𝘪𝘴 𝘵𝘩𝘢𝘵 𝘥𝘦𝘦𝘱𝘭𝘺 𝘢𝘤𝘵𝘪𝘷𝘢𝘵𝘦𝘴 𝘴𝘪𝘮𝘱𝘭𝘺 𝘪𝘯 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘳𝘦𝘢𝘥𝘪𝘯𝘨. 𝘐𝘵 𝘪𝘴 𝘸𝘪𝘴𝘦 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘪𝘵 𝘪𝘴 𝘱𝘳𝘦𝘴𝘤𝘪𝘦𝘯𝘵. 𝘐𝘵 𝘪𝘴 𝘭𝘰𝘷𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘥𝘦𝘦𝘱𝘭𝘺 𝘳𝘦𝘮𝘦𝘮𝘣𝘦𝘳𝘦𝘥. 𝘞𝘪𝘵𝘩 𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘴 𝘣𝘰𝘰𝘬, 𝘕𝘪𝘤𝘰𝘭𝘦 𝘏𝘦𝘮𝘮𝘦𝘳 𝘩𝘢𝘴 𝘨𝘪𝘧𝘵𝘦𝘥 𝘶𝘴 𝘸𝘪𝘵𝘩 𝘢 𝘣𝘦𝘢𝘶𝘵𝘪𝘧𝘶𝘭 𝘰𝘧𝘧𝘦𝘳𝘪𝘯𝘨, 𝘚𝘰𝘶𝘭 𝘖𝘯 𝘍𝘪𝘳𝘦: 𝘋𝘪𝘷𝘪𝘯𝘦 𝘙𝘦𝘮𝘪𝘯𝘥𝘦𝘳𝘴 𝘰𝘯 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘗𝘢𝘵𝘩 𝘰𝘧 𝘈𝘸𝘢𝘬𝘦𝘯𝘪𝘯𝘨. 𝘐𝘵 𝘪𝘴 𝘢 𝘱𝘦𝘳𝘴𝘰𝘯𝘢𝘭 𝘴𝘵𝘰𝘳𝘺 𝘰𝘧 𝘢𝘸𝘢𝘬𝘦𝘯𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘣𝘶𝘵 𝘢𝘭𝘴𝘰 𝘢 𝘭𝘪𝘨𝘩𝘵 𝘴𝘪𝘨𝘯𝘢𝘭 𝘧𝘳𝘰𝘮 𝘰𝘶𝘳 𝘤𝘰𝘭𝘭𝘦𝘤𝘵𝘪𝘷𝘦 𝘧𝘶𝘵𝘶𝘳𝘦, 𝘢 𝘱𝘢𝘵𝘩 𝘰𝘧 𝘪𝘭𝘭𝘶𝘮𝘪𝘯𝘢𝘵𝘪𝘰𝘯 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘢 𝘤𝘰𝘥𝘦 𝘢𝘤𝘵𝘪𝘷𝘢𝘵𝘪𝘰𝘯 𝘧𝘰𝘳 𝘸𝘩𝘢𝘵 𝘸𝘦 𝘤𝘢𝘯 𝘣𝘦 𝘢𝘴 𝘢 𝘴𝘱𝘦𝘤𝘪𝘦𝘴. 𝘛𝘩𝘦 𝘱𝘳𝘰𝘴𝘦 𝘪𝘴 𝘭𝘶𝘤𝘪𝘥, 𝘸𝘳𝘪𝘵𝘵𝘦𝘯 𝘸𝘪𝘵𝘩 𝘥𝘪𝘢𝘮𝘰𝘯𝘥 𝘤𝘭𝘢𝘳𝘪𝘵𝘺 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘱𝘪𝘤𝘵𝘶𝘳𝘦𝘴 𝘢𝘳𝘦 𝘴𝘶𝘮𝘱𝘵𝘶𝘰𝘶𝘴, 𝘮𝘶𝘭𝘵𝘪-𝘴𝘦𝘯𝘴𝘰𝘳𝘪𝘢𝘭 𝘵𝘳𝘢𝘯𝘴𝘮𝘪𝘴𝘴𝘪𝘰𝘯𝘴 𝘰𝘧 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘴𝘰𝘶𝘭’𝘴 𝘦𝘮𝘣𝘰𝘥𝘪𝘮𝘦𝘯𝘵. 𝘐 𝘧𝘦𝘦𝘭 𝘢𝘴 𝘐 𝘳𝘦𝘢𝘥 𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘴 𝘣𝘰𝘰𝘬 𝘵𝘩𝘢𝘵 𝘐 𝘢𝘮 𝘰𝘯𝘤𝘦 𝘢𝘨𝘢𝘪𝘯 𝘢𝘤𝘵𝘪𝘷𝘢𝘵𝘦𝘥 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘳𝘦𝘣𝘰𝘳𝘯. 𝘐 𝘸𝘪𝘭𝘭 𝘳𝘦𝘵𝘶𝘳𝘯 𝘵𝘰 𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘴 𝘣𝘰𝘰𝘬 𝘢𝘨𝘢𝘪𝘯 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘢𝘨𝘢𝘪𝘯. 𝘛𝘩𝘢𝘯𝘬 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘕𝘪𝘤𝘰𝘭𝘦 𝘧𝘰𝘳 𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘴 𝘭𝘶𝘮𝘪𝘯𝘰𝘶𝘴 𝘰𝘧𝘧𝘦𝘳𝘪𝘯𝘨. 𝘔𝘢𝘺 𝘪𝘵 𝘵𝘰𝘶𝘤𝘩, 𝘪𝘨𝘯𝘪𝘵𝘦 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘪𝘯𝘴𝘱𝘪𝘳𝘦 𝘮𝘢𝘯𝘺 𝘴𝘰𝘶𝘭𝘴 𝘵𝘩𝘳𝘰𝘶𝘨𝘩 𝘵𝘪𝘮𝘦. - Sarah Drew, Author of Gaia Codex: A Novel and Ancient Wisdom Text Revealed

To say that I put my entire heart and soul into this living breathing book of light and transmission of awakened consciousness—would be an understatement.

My entire being was stretched to maximum capacity and forged in the fires of the creation process of translating the soul and vision of this book from the formless into the form.

The living fabric of the soul of this book is pure beauty, elegance, refreshing simplicity, divine wisdom, soul activation, along with whispers of truth that kindle and enliven your spirit to rise into its fullest remembrance of your Infinite Nature and Essential Light.

𝘐𝘯 𝘢 𝘸𝘰𝘳𝘭𝘥 𝘥𝘦𝘦𝘱𝘭𝘺 𝘤𝘰𝘯𝘥𝘪𝘵𝘪𝘰𝘯𝘦𝘥 𝘣𝘺 𝘧𝘦𝘢𝘳, 𝘴𝘤𝘢𝘳𝘤𝘪𝘵𝘺 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘢 𝘧𝘶𝘯𝘥𝘢𝘮𝘦𝘯𝘵𝘢𝘭 𝘥𝘪𝘴𝘤𝘰𝘯𝘯𝘦𝘤𝘵𝘪𝘰𝘯 𝘧𝘳𝘰𝘮 𝘰𝘶𝘳 𝘴𝘰𝘶𝘭𝘴, 𝘕𝘪𝘤𝘰𝘭𝘦 𝘪𝘯𝘷𝘪𝘵𝘦𝘴 𝘶𝘴 𝘵𝘰 𝘳𝘦𝘵𝘶𝘳𝘯 𝘩𝘰𝘮𝘦 𝘵𝘰 𝘰𝘶𝘳 𝘪𝘯𝘩𝘦𝘳𝘦𝘯𝘵 𝘥𝘪𝘷𝘪𝘯𝘦 𝘮𝘢𝘨𝘪𝘤. 𝘏𝘦𝘳 𝘱𝘶𝘳𝘪𝘵𝘺 𝘰𝘧 𝘬𝘯𝘰𝘸𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘤𝘩𝘢𝘯𝘯𝘦𝘭𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘵𝘳𝘶𝘵𝘩𝘴 𝘰𝘧 𝘸𝘩𝘢𝘵’𝘴 𝘶𝘯𝘧𝘰𝘭𝘥𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘢𝘵 𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘴 𝘵𝘪𝘮𝘦 𝘰𝘯 𝘰𝘶𝘳 𝘱𝘭𝘢𝘯𝘦𝘵 𝘢𝘳𝘦 𝘱𝘳𝘪𝘴𝘵𝘪𝘯𝘦 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘢𝘤𝘵𝘪𝘷𝘢𝘵𝘪𝘯𝘨. 𝘚𝘰𝘶𝘭 𝘰𝘯 𝘍𝘪𝘳𝘦 𝘨𝘰𝘦𝘴 𝘣𝘦𝘺𝘰𝘯𝘥 𝘸𝘩𝘢𝘵 𝘸𝘰𝘳𝘥𝘴 𝘤𝘢𝘯 𝘥𝘦𝘴𝘤𝘳𝘪𝘣𝘦. 𝘚𝘰𝘢𝘬𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘪𝘯 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘳𝘪𝘤𝘩 𝘤𝘰𝘭𝘰𝘳𝘴, 𝘳𝘦𝘭𝘪𝘴𝘩𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘪𝘯 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘴𝘵𝘶𝘯𝘯𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘷𝘪𝘴𝘶𝘢𝘭𝘴, 𝘢𝘣𝘴𝘰𝘳𝘣𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘦𝘯𝘦𝘳𝘨𝘦𝘵𝘪𝘤 𝘵𝘳𝘢𝘯𝘴𝘮𝘪𝘴𝘴𝘪𝘰𝘯𝘴 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘧𝘢𝘭𝘭𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘪𝘯𝘵𝘰 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘯𝘶𝘳𝘵𝘶𝘳𝘪𝘯𝘨, 𝘺𝘦𝘵 𝘴𝘵𝘳𝘪𝘬𝘪𝘯𝘨, 𝘶𝘯𝘷𝘦𝘪𝘭𝘦𝘥 𝘵𝘳𝘶𝘵𝘩𝘴 𝘵𝘩𝘢𝘵 𝘦𝘢𝘤𝘩 𝘸𝘰𝘳𝘥 𝘤𝘢𝘳𝘳𝘪𝘦𝘴...𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘴 𝘫𝘰𝘶𝘳𝘯𝘦𝘺 𝘪𝘯 𝘣𝘰𝘰𝘬 𝘧𝘰𝘳𝘮 𝘪𝘴 𝘢 5𝘋 𝘣𝘢𝘵𝘩 𝘧𝘰𝘳 𝘺𝘰𝘶𝘳 𝘴𝘦𝘯𝘴𝘦𝘴 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘺𝘰𝘶𝘳 𝘴𝘰𝘶𝘭. 𝘈 𝘱𝘰𝘵𝘦𝘯𝘵 𝘵𝘳𝘢𝘯𝘴𝘮𝘪𝘴𝘴𝘪𝘰𝘯 𝘰𝘧 𝘵𝘳𝘶𝘵𝘩. 𝘐 𝘥𝘦𝘦𝘱𝘭𝘺 𝘣𝘰𝘸 𝘵𝘰 𝘺𝘰𝘶, 𝘮𝘺 𝘴𝘪𝘴𝘵𝘦𝘳, 𝘧𝘰𝘳 𝘭𝘪𝘴𝘵𝘦𝘯𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘵𝘰 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘤𝘢𝘭𝘭 𝘰𝘧 𝘠𝘖𝘜𝘙 𝘴𝘰𝘶𝘭 𝘵𝘰 𝘣𝘪𝘳𝘵𝘩 𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘴 𝘣𝘦𝘢𝘶𝘵𝘺 𝘪𝘯𝘵𝘰 𝘱𝘩𝘺𝘴𝘪𝘤𝘢𝘭 𝘧𝘳𝘰𝘮. - Krystal Brandt, Creator of Courage of Ease TV, Mentor & Founder of the Courage of Ease Movement

Thank you all for witnessing my journey, and celebrating and supporting me with this birthing and launching of this most special creation—a real soul treasure that has now been released into the world, that is ready to go into the hands, hearts and homes of those who its meant for...

I feel really grateful that I can now offer all my sisters and women around the world something substantial in a tangible physical form—that holds tremendous value. ❤️

And if I one day leave this planet, at least I will be able to do so in peace knowing that I have left behind a legacy of light that truly has the power to change, transform, awaken, and ignite souls.

I invite you to check out my website for further information on how you can order it and the different packages available.

Give yourself this gift that will stay with you for the rest of your life—as a guiding light—on the path of awakened living, soulful beauty, radiating truth, illuminated wisdom, consciousness and a new pathway of contemporary feminine spirituality that is here from the future for us all.

I am burning...

Nicole 🔥

A Letter from my Soul from Sumbawa

This is my first post in over a month, and perhaps you’ve been wondering where I have been during this time?

I am right now on the remote Indonesian island of Sumbawa, and its 3:00am in the morning and I am sitting outside under the stars hearing the waves of the ocean meeting the beach that is a few minutes from my room.

During the last months, I’ve been feeling a strong silent pull to disconnect from social media and give myself a personal retreat of solitude, seclusion and isolation from the world at large.

Today we flew from Bali to Lombok and then took a fast boat to this ancient island full of spirit, wilderness and untouched pristine beauty.

Jonas and I are here to check out a project that is happening, that we felt strongly called to see the project in person and meet the people from around the world that are fostering this vision and manifesting it into form.

In these last weeks, my soul has needed a space of solitude and withdrawal, in order to attune myself deeper to a new path that is opening and emerging; and a season of transition that is ripe within my being.

I was hearing this calling for some time, yet stayed active in posting and sharing my life with you all. Then last month when I had this divine intervention of experiencing my first ice bath by the ocean in Thailand, under extraordinary circumstances (see my post I shared with the ice bath video for more details on the event)—something woke up strongly within me.

I no longer could ignore this urgent need and yearning to withdrawal into my metaphorical cave of modern day seclusion, and realized that in my own life I don’t need to attend a meditation retreat to withdrawal from the world (or travel anywhere for that matter!), but I simply need to get off the computer and disconnect from all social media interactions in order to give my innermost being the introspection and deepening in essential wisdom it was thirsting and longing for.

And I did just that—for the last 4 weeks exactly.

As many of you already know, I have been getting ready to publish my first book which is entitled, “Soul on Fire: Divine Reminders on the Path of Awakening”. I had originally planned to release it at the end of December, yet had some delays and last minute changes that needed to be implemented in order to stay true to the soul and vision of this book.

In worldly terms, that meant choosing to get it printed by a high quality printing company in Europe, as opposed to it being printed generically and cheaply in the USA.

Choosing to have the book in hard cover, and not soft cover—in order to stay true to the original vision and essence of the soul of this living breathing work of art. It’s a - SOUL LUXE - gift book for the soul for women (and also men) that is living transmission of light, 412 pages of full colour, infused with golden emblems and sacred geometry, sacred writings, prayers, invocation, articles, photos, and every piece included in the book is crafted with intention, presence and concentrated awareness.

And lastly, choosing to self publish my book instead of publishing with the company I was originally intending to because of a lack of resonance, alignment and energetic dissonance that I was experiencing.

It has been a major initiation and learning to stay true to myself, not compromise and allow the grace and intelligence of life to lead and guide the way....and most importantly, to get my personal will out of the way.

This is why there has been a slight delay with releasing my book, because I had to to do some modifications and refinements, and now I am excited to share with you all that the books have been printed, and a big box of 200 kilos just arrived yesterday in Germany from England! To start out, I've printed a limited edition set of books, of only 50, as each book weighs around 3 kilos and its a special limited edition for those soul's its meant for—and probably you if you are reading this now....you'll know in your heart.

Next week, I will officially launch it into the world and it will be available to be ordered. You have no idea how happy it makes me to be able to say that now with complete unshakeable confidence, with having the books physically printed and ready to be shipped out globally to all my soul sisters, friends, clients, and family around the world. ❤️

Right now as I write this post today, I can feel that I am writing from silence. These words that are appearing on the page are coming from presence, spaciousness and silence of my own being.

The world at large is fast, quick, attention seeking, loud and obnoxious most of the time—and I resolutely choose to be what I am, and not be influenced by how the mainstream society operates—to be committed to depth, truth, essential wisdom, presence, and true rich soul nourishment for every fibre of our being.

There is a resting in my words, and I sincerely hope that my sharing today may be a source of richness for your own path, in whatever way it may spark or kindle a deeper knowing within yourself.

Whether its to be true to yourself fiercely, along with really listening to the soul of your creations and embodied creativity; or simply refusing to confirm to the loud attention seeking energy that much of Facebook is populated by—my wish from my heart to you is that you allow yourself space and presence to breath, slow down, return to the throne of your soul’s immaculate essence and give yourself the permission to stop.

...For a few seconds, hours, days or weeks or as long as you need to return to the deep inner substance in which you are sourced from.

Our power comes from within, and comes from the unbridled knowing of our soul’s ancient inner voice. And like a sacred temple, it requires our silence to truly communion with the holy presence of knowing within each of our hearts. 🙏🏻

With a deep open heart, I send my love to you all into your day whenever it is you receive this message.

Thank you for taking the time as always to read my sharing. I love and appreciate you all 💜

Your friend and soul star sister,

Nicole ✨✨

- ICE BATH - Experience by the Ocean in Thailand

It happened under extraordinary circumstances, and Divine Grace. Walking on the street going home after returning our scooter rental, I had the inspiration and impulse to stop a jeep that was driving by us and ask if we could get a ride....

Normally, I never 'hitch hike', but today in the extreme heat I followed my calling and it led me to meet a very kind and warm hearted Japanese man that enthusiastically picked us up, and in the car ride home he told us that he made an ice bath at his villa and asked us if we wanted to go in. He's a big fan of the Wim Hof method, since it transformed his life.

I had imagined that he made an ice bath in his bathtub inside his villa, and never could have anticipated this ice bath pool he created right by the ocean!

This experience was a miracle! I haven't experienced such Divine Grace like this in a long time. One moment we are walking home on the hot sunny street about to leave this island, and the next moment we are being taken to a freshly prepared ice bath by the ocean...

------> All because I followed my inspiration and had the courage and capacity to simply ask a stranger for a ride. To not allow fear to stop and control me, but to stay rooted in the freshness of that moment and be attuned to a higher calling and possibility of life that was available in that moment when I could attune, feel and act.

How many times do we block Divine Grace simply because we allow ourselves to stay limited, blocked and confined by the fears operating in our system. The voices in our mind that hold us back...

Many people listen to their mental mind, and don't have the courage to truly take inspired action from their heart and attune themselves to the higher calling and higher will. You cannot attune yourself to a higher cosmic intelligence if you are enslaved by fear and the conditioned mind.

We need to come back to our self mastery as humans, and be the masters of our inner being. To confront the fears, and move beyond them.

Its so important to be connected to our Higher Self and have the subtle awareness and competency to align and act in accordance with the Divine will - and not just be limited to our human operating system.

Thank you God. Thank you Life. Thank you Infinite Creation for your blessing, benediction, and Infinite Guidance and Protection. Thank you for taking care of us all, and always leading us on our way. 🙏❤️

Japanese Zen Jungle Living - My Home

The last 3 months I have been living in this beautiful Japanese Zen house in the jungle—directly immersed in nature—next to a small waterfall, flowing river, and bamboo grove.

These months have been deeply grounding and it’s been a strong ‘root chakra’ house which has strengthened my roots into the core of the earth.

My soul has been calling for a descent, to honor the season of winter in my life and within; therefore this house and space has been a cave of incubation, deepening, and sinking deeper into Mother Earth.

I wanted a cave, a dark house to retreat to amidst these sunny and hot winter days here in Bali. I've yearned for the darkness of winter, and created that in this space...

Staying rooted for these months and not travelling was also very new for me, and it brought up a lot within to see the areas of resistance to settle, and it also allowed me the space to see deeper into my first few chakra’s and feel the emotional and energetic charges within these chakras that I wasn’t able to as deeply penetrate into while moving around a lot and travelling in these last few years.

To really go into these first 3 chakras and bring the light of awareness into the crevices that can only be accessed when one is rooted, still, and able and willing to bring greater presence and consciousness into these parts of ourselves that were often imprinted from childhood.

Expanding, purifying and strengthening the energetic base and foundation of our being that is connected to being rooted on the earth (ie fundamental feeling of stability, security and safety), and this process of bringing the beam of our consciousness into the more denser layers which is essential for true Spiritual growth, integration, maturity and wholeness.

This time in Bali has been like one long 3 month retreat living slowly, simply and deeply. We have really been living like monks or hermits in these past months, and had very little interaction with people here; aside from family and friends coming to visit us. There were a few experiences of meeting some of the distortions of the spiritual scene of Ubud that I will write an article about in the future.

I also realized how much I love to have a big space in which to invite my family and friends to come stay with us. I love having a guest bedroom in my home that is always available for friends and family to come. This makes me feel rich and abundant, knowing that I always have space to welcome my dear ones to wherever I am living on this Earth. I love having a spacious big home!

I love creating beautiful sacred spaces, with fresh flowers, crystals, sage, palo santo and alters. I realized how much love and devotion exists within me to serve others in a very human way with a house, beauty, nourishment and space that is filled with peace, presence, love and a strong coherent field of light and clarity. To create a beautiful room for someone else, is even more fulfilling then to create it for myself—this is what I realized.

I treasure the days sitting on the veranda deck outside at my writing desk and simply watching the rain pour down on the land. Witnessing thunderstorms, and getting goosebumps from the lightning that struck often close to our house—feeling the lightening energetically enter us as much as the land it strikes.

Watching the sunsets at night and seeing the whole sky illuminate in different spectrums of pink glory. Listening to geckos making their sounds at night in the house. Seeing snails in the sink, scorpions in the bathroom, butterfly’s and dragonfly’s flying into our home, along with other insects that we coinhabitated this house with. We even saw a snake in the bathroom one day when my brother visited!

It was magical watching fireflies at night outside the house that were trying to come into our window. They looked like little fairy’s twinkling around our sanctuary and some even made it into our bedroom as we fell a sleep at night.

Falling a sleep every night hearing the waterfall outside our house, some days trickling and other days roaring with power and immensity. Witnessing bats fly around in the sky outside our house at dusk. Feeling the moistness and freshness of the air at dawn. Making tea in the kitchen while seeing this incredibly beautiful green bamboo grove right outside our kitchen window and a river flowing…always hearing the birds chirping and singing.

When you live deeply rooted in nature, it changes the chemistry of our body. When you are living in attunement with nature, you are part of a greater field of intelligence, and the overall ecosystem that supports us all.

I was really able to see how isolated we have made ourselves from Mother Earth in our western world. Living in sterile environments, displaced, disconnected and concealed lives cut off the from the nourishment of the source of that which sustains us.

In the first few weeks of living in this house, and hearing the constant sound of water outside our house through the waterfall and river—it was a big process for me. Within a couple days of moving in, something within me couldn’t stand the constant ‘sound’ of water. I was surprised by this. I missed pure silence, and having the ability to have no stimulus around me.

Hearing the sounds of the water 24/7 was also rewiring my brain, and I felt something in my brain changing and reforming through it being synchronized to water and the sounds of nature.

After a month of moving through this resistance that I had to constantly being infiltrated with the sound of water outside our house, something shifted. The sound of the waterfall and river, transformed from resistance to acceptance and then appreciation.

It was a strong process of sitting with the resistance that arised, witnessing it, being with it, and allowing it to be transformed and melted.

To see how its possible to have so much resistance to something (so much that I thought I couldn’t stay in this house without pure silence), that can slowly change to full appreciation and love—nature did its work with me, and restructured the contours and synapses in my brain and body.

A reintegration into wild natural living, to really live in communion and connection with the Earth and jungle—with everything that entails…

This time of having a home and experiencing this very human aspect of living in a home, has also evoked different qualities of my being to come forth that haven’t simply been as present in these last years of much travel and movement.

For example, I started to brew my own healing teas with butterfly pea tea, lemon, anise, and lemon grass. I would bottle it and put it in the fridge to cool and enjoy drinking it after driving home from being in the city.

I loved creating my own potions and concoctions, and especially drinking butterfly pea tea as its colour when I add lemon (it changes from indigo blue to violet) is the same colour that I often see in my third eye—majestic purple—the colour of the crown chakra.

The mother of my friend in Malaysia gave me a big bag of butterfly pea flowers that were grown in her friends garden and harvested directly from the land. This quality of the medicine woman, witch, and Divine mother archetype was awakened and embodied in these months…

Lots of slow living, contemplation, reflection, integration and writing happened in this house. I am grateful for this house and everything it anchored and awakened within me in this time living here. 💜

Fasting in the Jungle, Giving Birth, Attunement to Mother Earth Consciousness and Pure Living

This past week I had a strong calling to travel to the North Coast of the island and fast in the heart of a very powerful jungle valley that holds one of the strongest radiations of crystalline light, purity and love that I have experienced on this Earth.

A special power spot where you can really feel the heartbeat of Mother Earth pulsating and reverberating strongly throughout the land.

The first time I came here last year both Jonas and I had tears in our eyes as we walked through the jungle and felt the presence of Gaia communing with our heart.

It was here that the following insight and realization came to me:

𝘛𝘩𝘢𝘵 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘌𝘢𝘳𝘵𝘩 𝘪𝘴 𝘱𝘶𝘳𝘦 𝘭𝘰𝘷𝘦, 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘪𝘵𝘴 𝘩𝘶𝘮𝘢𝘯𝘪𝘵𝘺 𝘵𝘩𝘢𝘵 𝘩𝘢𝘴 𝘧𝘢𝘭𝘭𝘦𝘯 𝘪𝘯 𝘤𝘰𝘯𝘴𝘤𝘪𝘰𝘶𝘴𝘯𝘦𝘴𝘴 𝘵𝘩𝘢𝘵 𝘭𝘰𝘴𝘵 𝘪𝘵𝘴 𝘤𝘰𝘯𝘯𝘦𝘤𝘵𝘪𝘰𝘯 𝘵𝘰 𝘰𝘶𝘳 𝘪𝘯𝘩𝘦𝘳𝘦𝘯𝘵 𝘯𝘢𝘵𝘶𝘳𝘦 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘰𝘳𝘪𝘨𝘪𝘯𝘢𝘭 𝘱𝘶𝘳𝘪𝘵𝘺. 𝘛𝘩𝘦 𝘦𝘢𝘳𝘵𝘩 𝘪𝘴 𝘱𝘶𝘳𝘦 𝘭𝘰𝘷𝘦, 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘴𝘩𝘦 𝘰𝘯𝘭𝘺 𝘸𝘪𝘴𝘩𝘦𝘴 𝘵𝘰 𝘭𝘰𝘷𝘦 𝘶𝘴 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘴𝘩𝘰𝘸𝘦𝘳 𝘶𝘴 𝘸𝘪𝘵𝘩 𝘋𝘪𝘷𝘪𝘯𝘦 𝘓𝘰𝘷𝘦. 𝘏𝘶𝘮𝘢𝘯𝘴 𝘩𝘢𝘷𝘦 𝘴𝘦𝘷𝘦𝘳𝘦𝘥 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘤𝘰𝘯𝘯𝘦𝘤𝘵𝘪𝘰𝘯 𝘵𝘰 𝘰𝘶𝘳 𝘰𝘳𝘪𝘨𝘪𝘯𝘢𝘭 𝘦𝘴𝘴𝘦𝘯𝘤𝘦, 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘩𝘦𝘯𝘤𝘦 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘤𝘳𝘢𝘻𝘺, 𝘤𝘩𝘢𝘰𝘵𝘪𝘤, 𝘥𝘪𝘳𝘵𝘺, 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘧𝘳𝘢𝘨𝘮𝘦𝘯𝘵𝘦𝘥 𝘸𝘰𝘳𝘭𝘥 𝘸𝘦 𝘤𝘶𝘳𝘳𝘦𝘯𝘵𝘭𝘺 𝘭𝘪𝘷𝘦 𝘪𝘯.

𝘛𝘩𝘦 𝘦𝘢𝘳𝘵𝘩 𝘥𝘰𝘦𝘴𝘯'𝘵 𝘯𝘦𝘦𝘥 𝘢𝘯𝘺𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘧𝘳𝘰𝘮 𝘶𝘴—𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘰𝘯𝘭𝘺 𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘴𝘩𝘦 𝘸𝘢𝘯𝘵𝘴 𝘪𝘴 𝘧𝘰𝘳 𝘢𝘭𝘭 𝘰𝘧 𝘶𝘴 𝘵𝘰 𝘳𝘦𝘮𝘦𝘮𝘣𝘦𝘳 𝘰𝘶𝘳 𝘰𝘳𝘪𝘨𝘪𝘯 𝘢𝘴 𝘭𝘰𝘷𝘦. 𝘛𝘰 𝘤𝘰𝘮𝘦 𝘣𝘢𝘤𝘬 𝘵𝘰 𝘳𝘦𝘮𝘦𝘮𝘣𝘳𝘢𝘯𝘤𝘦 𝘰𝘧 𝘸𝘩𝘰 𝘸𝘦 𝘢𝘳𝘦, 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘳𝘦𝘤𝘰𝘯𝘯𝘦𝘤𝘵 𝘵𝘰 𝘰𝘶𝘳 𝘦𝘴𝘴𝘦𝘯𝘵𝘪𝘢𝘭 𝘯𝘢𝘵𝘶𝘳𝘦 𝘪𝘯 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘩𝘦𝘢𝘳𝘵. 𝘛𝘰 𝘣𝘳𝘦𝘢𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘧𝘦𝘦𝘭 𝘢𝘨𝘢𝘪𝘯.

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During this past week while in the valley, I received a massage from a Balinese Healer woman 3 times. A gift to myself.

Each 'massage' was 1.5 - 2 hours long! The presence, God energy in which she 'massages' the body is unparalleled. After each massage, I would go back to my room and lay down and integrate the deep healing. I could literally feel the energy in my body being recalibrated as old stored emotions were released from my cells and my circuitry could be revamped. She's the only woman I know who massages with the grace of Divine / God energy. I appreciate her strong connection to God....and the presence and love in which she works with the body.

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Throughout this week I drank only turmeric, ginger, lemon, coconut water juice < and > papaya leaf, cinnamon leaf, moringa, green juice. I ate fresh turmeric straight from the ground, and also fresh cacao pod.

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Today we left the jungle and drove to the ocean in the morning. Then we came back to the jungle and I had a fresh dragonfruit directly from the tree, along with wild lychee that had just been picked from the tree...what a luxury!

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The time in the jungle for me has been strengthening my connection to the Earth, a period of melting and merging, along with having this time in solitude, introspection and contemplation before my book is released.

I have felt like a pregnant woman giving birth to something very powerful and sacred—the birth of "Soul on Fire: Divine Reminders on the Path of Awakening". I have consciously taken a pause in my life right now, not working with any clients at the moment, as I prepare to birth this baby into the world.

I received my first printed proof of the book, and when my friend picked it up for the first time and opened the first page, she had head to toe gooesbumps which she only gets normally when she enters sacred temples or holy places.

The book is radiating and alive with God energy and is a powerful transmission of truth, light, love, embodied wisdom and soul awakening. A strong energetic transmission and activation.

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Another friend that started to read it said to me:

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“I wanted to let you know that I've begun reading your beautiful creation and have been responding on so many levels! Tears, accelerated heartbeat, inspiration...it is already affecting so much in me and I can feel the energy of your deep, timeless voice and presence awaken a sense of meaning and knowing within me.

I feel like a different part of me is now awakening and it comes up in moments where I am simply staring at the horizon, or waking up in the morning. Your first pages, explaining briefly where you come from - the future - and what you are here to do, spoke to me so powerfully! YES! I understand better this otherworldliness that you radiate, which is also in a way, oddly familiar and grounding...

I truly feel so fortunate for the Universe to have put you on my path. I was missing a necessary ingredient for my own awakening...the inspiration to TRUST and the inner volition to be here and to feel of value with purpose, for this Earth and the Great Mother. You have planted this seed with impact. Thank you for this book."

I am excited to share it soon with you all. Click here to order it. 🌟

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The photo of me in the green dress is natural and unedited.

...Radiating from within.

~ Nicole 🙏🏻

Consciousness, Cosmic Kundalini and Divine Light - Cracked Open to God

I haven’t written anything here on Facebook for quite a while, and was off social media for some weeks.

Today I would like to share with you one of the processes I have been experiencing in these last few months living like a hermit in Bali.

I’ve had a strong energetic process happening within my 6th and 7th chakra in these last 3 months, that has been initiated even deeper through going to waterfalls and holy water temples here on the island.

It first started when I came back to Bali in October, and went under a waterfall in the northern tip of the island. As soon as I went under this very high waterfall, I felt excruciating pain in the top of my head energetically. It was extremely painful, and I felt strange after. I felt knocked out in many ways, and had to go back to my room and rest.

Originally, I questioned whether it was the height, strength, and power of the waterfall that had somehow hurt the top of my head physically.

Yet when a couple weeks later I went to a water temple in Ubud with a very soft and feminine gentle waterfall, I put my head under the waterfall for purification—and experienced even more intense pain from this softer waterfall than the previously stronger one, and I knew that something energetically was being initiated within my crown chakra.

The pain in the top of my crown and in my 6th chakra (within my brain) was excruciating and severe.

After being under the water for less than a minute, I went and sat down on the concrete in the temple space outside by the water. I felt sick and like throwing up.

I was pulled into meditation, and was just sitting there with my eyes closed while I felt my head being penetrated by cosmic kundalini (energy / light). I felt myself as space. What came to me during this time with absolute clarity and conviction: “I am not this body. I am not this person. I am the Light and Energy that is entering me. Allow it.”

The pain inside my head, in my 3rd eye, and above my crown was like a cosmic hammer drilling a hole into my crown and brain. Space and light coming in, stretching the confines and contours of my current consciousness.

Unrelenting pain and severe throbbing energetically and physically above my crown. I felt this light entering me moving down through my body into my solar plexus and I felt sick to my stomach, feeling my ego and personal self having to die and melt into this process. The resistance was coming up in my 3rd chakra, because within me I do have a strong sense of self.

I was sitting on the floor of the temple in the jungle outside, while Jonas sat behind me holding me as I gave myself to this process of dying to my self. The personal self of “Nicole”.

I knew that what was entering me was me. And that the identity of the person of Nicole had to die into the Light of my being and the consciousness that I am.

I was crying from the intensity of the pain, as I knew I had to surrender to it. It was unbelievable to my human self and the logical mind that just going under a very gentle and soft waterfall for such a short time could initiate such a vividly excruciating process in my energetic body and physical system.

My personal self, was scared, and knew that it had to die. Often times we cling to our human identity out of safety and comfort, and the human aspect of our being feels terrified of what is beyond itself. The perceived unknown. It will always feel safer to the human aspect of our self to stay grounded, rather than to allow ourselves to open up to the penetration of divine cosmic energy.

Yet, transpersonal experiences are gateways and portals to a much greater reality of what we are, and when we have a strong integrated self that can open itself beyond what it is, these experiences only can happen when something is ripe and mature within us for transformation. It can't be pushed or forced, it simply happens with grace when we are ready.

There comes a point on our path where we all must relinquish our old identity and move into embodying a greater more wholistic expression of who we are as consciousness, awareness and light embodied.

Consciousness expresses itself through the vehicle of this body we all have.

The body is the tuning fork and conductor for this energy and light to be expressed through.

Yet we all have varying degrees of where we are rooted in our human expression.

Some of us identify ourselves solely as a 'person' or human.

A man or woman. A German or Canadian.

Some of us identify ourselves with being a soul.

Some of us identify ourselves as pure consciousness and awareness.

The step that I have had to take now on my own path, is relinquishing my soul that I have strongly been identified with in these last years. I realized that we even have to be willing to let go our soul to merge with the greater totality of what we are.

Even the soul is limited and finite.

The soul is a branch of the tree that we are.

And its time I become the tree.

This psychospiritual energetic process and transformation that is underway in my chakras, somatic system, energetic structure, and kundalini is clearing out the baggage of my personal identity and creating space for more of the consciousness that I am to be incarnate in my physical body.

I am sharing my process, even though I know not everyone will understand fully. I feel its important for me to always be transparent and honest with what I am experiencing…and may it support others on the path of unveiling their true nature that are also going through strong energetic processes and initiations that reorient ourselves into different dimensions, perceptions and flavours of awakened consciousness.

Even though it can be scary and frightening to the personal identity, the human self, the Divine will and Higher Will of our being can always be trusted, and the most important thing is to surrender ourselves to the greater current of life that will always initiate us into what has to happen without any personal preference from our part.

The higher will is our will.

The personal self just has to remember and realize itself as this Divine Will that it is.

Spiritual transformation is not always a beautiful, blissful and lightful experience.

It is meant to burn, destroy and annihilate what has to be dissolved.

It purifies our system of what is false, fake, and not true.

It can be painful. And yet, the pain is the healing sometimes. 
The pain is the liberator. The pain is the light of God wanting to enter us and bring us home.

Home to the totality of what we are. Cracking us open.

Home—rooted in the eternal, and no longer merely playing a game of being just a human.

To remember ourselves as incarnations of the Divine.

Divine embodiments torched in the light of awareness.

To remember ourselves as Divinized expressions of the Light in human form.

~ Nicole 💜

𝗜 𝗪𝗔𝗡𝗧 𝗧𝗢 𝗟𝗜𝗩𝗘 𝗗𝗘𝗘𝗣𝗟𝗬 𝗔𝗡𝗗 𝗥𝗜𝗖𝗛𝗟𝗬

I want to slow down, and soak in presence.

I want to drink in the richness of my own being, in order to live this richness in the world.

I want organic, sustainable, ripening growth—and not fast paced, manipulated, and contrived advancement in my life.

We are constantly being bombarded with fast, quick, shallow, neon light living and what I am hungering for within is slow, raw, deep, rich and pure natural living.

𝗦𝗽𝗮𝗰𝗲.

𝗦𝗶𝗹𝗲𝗻𝗰𝗲.

𝗣𝘂𝗿𝗶𝘁𝘆.

𝗣𝗿𝗲𝘀𝗲𝗻𝗰𝗲.

𝗤𝘂𝗮𝗹𝗶𝘁𝘆.

To get off the hamster wheel of 'doing more', 'achieving more', 'accomplishing more', 'being more'...

How exhausting this all is. This game of 'more'.

How about welcoming the beauty of less.

How about embracing the perfection in every moment of the plentitude inherent within everything and all of us. To allow the full spectrum of the multidimensional essence that we are infused in to be revealed, expressed and transmitted.

To just allow ourselves to stop. Pause. Breathe.

This is where I am right now. Taking a pause. Allowing there to be a conscious stop in my life.

A stop is sometimes needed in order to complete one chapter of our journey, to be able to shift into a new reality that is calling to us...

𝑊ℎ𝑎𝑡 𝑖𝑛 𝑚𝑦 𝑙𝑖𝑓𝑒 𝑛𝑒𝑒𝑑𝑠 𝑡𝑜 𝑠𝑡𝑜𝑝?

𝑊ℎ𝑎𝑡 𝑤𝑖𝑡ℎ𝑖𝑛 𝑚𝑦𝑠𝑒𝑙𝑓 𝑖𝑠 𝑟𝑒𝑎𝑑𝑦 𝑡𝑜 𝑑𝑖𝑒?

𝑊ℎ𝑎𝑡 𝑑𝑜 𝐼 𝑛𝑒𝑒𝑑 𝑡𝑜 𝑟𝑒𝑙𝑖𝑛𝑞𝑢𝑖𝑠ℎ 𝑓𝑟𝑜𝑚 𝑚𝑦 𝑙𝑖𝑓𝑒?

𝐻𝑜𝑤 𝑐𝑎𝑛 𝐼 𝑐𝑟𝑒𝑎𝑡𝑒 𝑚𝑜𝑟𝑒 𝑠𝑝𝑎𝑐𝑒 𝑓𝑜𝑟 𝑟𝑖𝑐ℎ𝑛𝑒𝑠𝑠 𝑡𝑜 𝑏𝑒 𝑐𝑢𝑙𝑡𝑖𝑣𝑎𝑡𝑒𝑑?

𝐴𝑚 𝐼 𝑏𝑒𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝑠𝑢𝑚𝑚𝑜𝑛𝑒𝑑 𝑡𝑜 𝑡𝑎𝑘𝑒 𝑎 𝑐𝑜𝑛𝑠𝑐𝑖𝑜𝑢𝑠 𝑝𝑎𝑢𝑠𝑒 𝑖𝑛 𝑚𝑦 𝑙𝑖𝑓𝑒?

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Who am I being called to become...and how is life guiding me to live this next year of 2019?

2019 is a year of living the richness that I am.

Saturated, soaked and steeped in the colours of my deepest being.

The words and essence that come to me: 𝗦𝗹𝗼𝘄. 𝗥𝗶𝗰𝗵. 𝗗𝗲𝗲𝗽.

What are your 3 qualities you wish to steep in this next year?

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